I'm back after a grueling past couple of days. The short version of the story:
I was asked by one of the managers to get information on our password and user name for the website we have
as they have been unhappy about the number of hits it gets in the year and want to investigate other possibilites
to see if we can improve our search results. I normally get along really well with the guy who hosts our website
but when he asked why I needed this information, I thought in my usual brainless way that I'd just tell him the truth.
He was not unaware of the problems we'd been having. We'd tried to iron them out with him in the past. I said we were
just trying to find some sort of solution to this problem and he basically decided to dump us. No matter how I tried
to explain we had no plans to leave him - I even asked him to propose producing a different website (more money for him!) but he won't budge. I felt like I'd been slapped. I've been feeling so much anxiety about this problem because I know neither of my bosses are computer people and any resolution will have to be found by me. And I'm not a computer programmer. I tend to view the computer as a glorified typewriter... So I hope I can get the website transferred to a different web host soon and that my boss will go easy on me. I was worried I was going to lose my job over this - honestly - I've been that stressed....