I'm having a mum moment.
Jacob..in his usual whirling dervish way has finally just left for Competa.
I was running back up our road after my morning jogslog and could see a car outside our house packed with people.
And suitcases.
And boxes of food.
And crates of beer.
By the time I got to our gate Jacob had run in and out twice from the car to the house.
Don came out to finally wave him off/make sure he went when Jacob turned, shook his hand and gave him a big bear hug wishing him happy new year.
Then it was a kiss and cuddle for me..then he whispered there was something in the lounge for me.
We waved him off (this is the first time ever he won't be with us at midnight at new year) and I went inside.
He'd bought me a huge bunch of flowers and left a little note.
Big lump in throat and watery eyes time.
My lovely big Jacob. Hug smiley.