Would it be possible to change back to Tonicha, somehow? I can't get on with this fustyjan moniker If I have to have a number after my name, that's okay.
I will try registering you as Tonicha2.............I'll have to give you a new password but if it doesn't suit you can always give yourself a new one by clicking on forgotten password once you are in. Then I'll have to delete your current membership but I won't do that until we are certain you are in and posting as Ton again ........
Snag as you can't have two memberships with the same email, and if I delete you first then I won't be able to register you again as that email will be banned................